Hidden Emotions

Sleepless nights without you here by my side
How I wish you could hold me tight in your arms when I close my eyes
Months go by and I yurn for your touch
One kiss on my cheek one hug to hear your heart beat
I lay here still wishing I knew how you next to me would feel
For I wish that moment was now and I didn't have to wait
Prayed for patiences but all I could do is anticipate
Wondering everyday when I could finally be in your presence
Look into your eyes when I tell you I love you
And watch everything around me stop and know you were sent from heaven
Am I selfish to want you so bad
To ask when it will be my turn
"I don't know" make me so sad
I try to hide my emotions inside
Because knowing that I want a life with you
Sometimes the back seat is where I ride
Just one week is what plea
All I want is for your just to hold me
No shopping spree expensive date or movie
Just want to hold your hand as we walk the beach
The Mrs. Title is what I want to hold
But to hold that I must be bold
Be with out you for months at a time
And for you to know bacc home is your wife
Being strong holding her own
Watching our relationship grow through trust and a phone
One day though ill open my door
You'll be standing there saying "babe its your time I'm all yours"