I THOUGHT THIS WAS SWEET ; a real boyfriend

Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it.
-When she stares at your mouth kiss her.
-When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you Grab her and don't let go.
-When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough kiss her and tell her you love her.
... ... ... ... -When she's quiet ask her whats wrong.
-When she ignores you give her your attention.
-When she pulls away Pull her back.
-When you see her at her worst tell her she's beautiful.
-When you see her start crying just hold her and don't say a word.
-When you see her walking sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
-When she's scared Protect her.
-When she steals your favorite hoodie let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
-When she teases you tease her back and make her laugh.
-When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay.
-When she looks at you with doubt back yourself up.
-When she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand.
-When she grabs at your hands hold her's and play with her fingers.
-When she bumps into you bump into her back and make her laugh.
-When she tells you a secret Keep it safe and untold.
-When she looks at you in your eyes don't look away until she does.
-When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers.
-When she reposts this bulletin she wants you to read it
-Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.
-Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
-Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
-Give her the world.
-Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
-Kiss her in the pouring rain
-When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Who's butt am i kicking, baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
*Call you
*Kiss you
*Love you
*Text you
Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend." Girls post as: "A real Boyfriend "

LOVE IN RELATIONSHIPS......MY DEDICATION

Most females act super insecure when it comes to men. especially when they've been hurt so many times. Itll seem to us that all men are the same. So when a real good man comes along, we dont know how to act. We automatically think that he'll be like that last. that not always the case. Sometimes you just got let go and be willing to accept that your man will love you for who your are. In his eyes your his queen, your perfect in his eyes. No one can tell him otherwise. When you find that man, dont pass judgement on him, for he is trying his best to make you happy. Females may try to throw themselves at him but what you got to realize is that your man wont do anything to hurt you. Those other females dont matter to him. The love he has for you matters the most to him.

I want to personally give my shout out to my man. He's too good to me. Sometimes i really dont realize the type of man hes turned out to be. Im his queen nothing else mattters when its "US". I can sometimes have the wrong idea about him. i have to realize that if i want to keep this perfect man in my life i have to completely trust him. not partcially because that will leave me alone and full of regret. De' Traveon i hope you do get a chance to read this post. I want you to know that your doing a good job in trying to make me happy, I realize that i must fully fullfill my job as your girlfriend in trying to make you happy the way you make me happy. YOU are a good man, a perfect man. Your what most women hope so hard to have. and here I am with my eyes closed not realizing how llucky and blessed I am to have you in my life. I vow to try my damn hardest to fullfill those duties. I need to fully realize that your not the nigga that most are. You're that strong hardworking willing man thats making his effort to make me happy. i understand you've been away and im hear alone, but we vowed that neither of us will give our love for each other away. I want to make it, I want us to make it. I do love you so much. Although sometimes me loving you so much sometimes hurt, your the only one thats ever made me feel this way. Loving you also feels so good. The way i smile my attitude carried throughout my days, my persona all reflexs on the way you make me feel and the love you have for me.

I wanted the whole world to know in the post that you shouldnt be afraid to love someone. You gotts beable to take that chance when you found that person you want to be with for a lifetime. You cant hold on to any hurt, and past emotions or thought youve had on relationships when you find that special person. Just love and trust and you go far.....

In Love

My love is like time every minute second and hour it runs endlessely
My days go on wit yu in everythought every breath I breathe ur in me
Love didn't exist not 2 my soul
but u opened the gates made the blood flow it filled me whole
The veins that run through my body urns for yu
Every touch and kiss ur heartbeat is my favorite tune

Hidden Emotions

Sleepless nights without you here by my side
How I wish you could hold me tight in your arms when I close my eyes
Months go by and I yurn for your touch
One kiss on my cheek one hug to hear your heart beat
I lay here still wishing I knew how you next to me would feel
For I wish that moment was now and I didn't have to wait
Prayed for patiences but all I could do is anticipate
Wondering everyday when I could finally be in your presence
Look into your eyes when I tell you I love you
And watch everything around me stop and know you were sent from heaven
Am I selfish to want you so bad
To ask when it will be my turn
"I don't know" make me so sad
I try to hide my emotions inside
Because knowing that I want a life with you
Sometimes the back seat is where I ride
Just one week is what plea
All I want is for your just to hold me
No shopping spree expensive date or movie
Just want to hold your hand as we walk the beach
The Mrs. Title is what I want to hold
But to hold that I must be bold
Be with out you for months at a time
And for you to know bacc home is your wife
Being strong holding her own
Watching our relationship grow through trust and a phone
One day though ill open my door
You'll be standing there saying "babe its your time I'm all yours"

COLORS

Colors
Blue is the color of emotion. Most of the time its a depressing sad emotion. When associating yourself with blue ppl ofter have something deep down that they can't real explain 2 others. Its when I want to be understood instead of me understanding wat others. Wen its a blue day, its because he's there and I'm here. I'm blue because I so desperately want him to be here or me be there. I want wat I can't have at the moment it cause me to feel blue. Words can only go so far. Maybe its me being selfish or just being impatient. Hopefully I'm having my blue days for a reason.
Red: this is the color of aggression. I'm not to fond of the color but sometimes I can have aggression. Anger and or fustration is associated wit this color. I'm Red because I am blue. Things that upset a person, you get put in certain situations that you can't really control. You have many reasons to your aggression but like me, its hard to put it into words
Orange. This is my favorite color. On oranges days I am happy. All the blues and reds I feel don't really faze me. Nothing can stand in my way. Most of my days are orange,he makes sure they are. Its just sometime you can't really control someone else feelings. You can try but that person its feeling that way for a reason. But I appreciate all my orange days because of such a good partner he is to have.
Green. You can't really read a person wen they are green. It could be good or bad. Its a nuetral color. On green days you can exprience all kinds of emotions. Its up to you on wat you allow to stand in your way.

First Kiss

I can feel the blood rushing throughout my body
My hands trembling palms sweaty
You pull me in closer by my waist and ur skin is touching mines
Heart racing as I look into your eyes
So softly You stroke my cheek
I close my eyes as our lips meet
Our kiss is so soft so wet so pasionate
This is a moment in my life I won't regret
The kiss hits our bodies like a tidal wave I didn't want it 2 end
And if you pulled away I knew I would have to kiss you again
Emotions rush through our souls the feeling words can't desrcibe
As we pull away I stare straight into your eyes
Your inlove wit me the kiss tells it all
And the way you look at me I knew me feeling the same way isn't wrong
We both smile realizing that was our first real kiss
And it was gonna be the last for I know realize that I am love sicc

DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME

Remember the I50.....
Remember scrunchy socks....
Remember Melissas......
Remember 7 to 7 @ world on wheels...
Remember clown dancin....
Remember jumpsuits.....
Remember wen parties didn't get shot up and was over @ 12am....
Remember Luke songs.....
Remember Razor Skooters....
Remember CD players.....
Remember battle zone.....
Remember "the loop"(b4 myspace&blackplantet)
Remember BLACK PLANET.....
Remember I95's....
Remember sidekick2s(some of y'all still got 1)
Remember Aj and Free.....
Remember FUBU.....
Remember wen ProClubs 1st came out...
Remember pop guns....
Remember wen ppl use 2 talk about weaves now bitches makin songs.....
Remember "chicken Heads".....
Remember when the South bay mall use to be craccin on Saturdays
Remember air brush shirts and shoes
Remember the phrase. "bam baaaam"
Remember tails....
Remember phat laces
Remember selling chips out yo baccpacc @ sko
Remember tommy the clown battle zones
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