Friday, June 18, 2010

LOVE IN RELATIONSHIPS......MY DEDICATION


Most females act super insecure when it comes to men. especially when they've been hurt so many times. Itll seem to us that all men are the same. So when a real good man comes along, we dont know how to act. We automatically think that he'll be like that last. that not always the case. Sometimes you just got let go and be willing to accept that your man will love you for who your are. In his eyes your his queen, your perfect in his eyes. No one can tell him otherwise. When you find that man, dont pass judgement on him, for he is trying his best to make you happy. Females may try to throw themselves at him but what you got to realize is that your man wont do anything to hurt you. Those other females dont matter to him. The love he has for you matters the most to him.


I want to personally give my shout out to my man. He's too good to me. Sometimes i really dont realize the type of man hes turned out to be. Im his queen nothing else mattters when its "US". I can sometimes have the wrong idea about him. i have to realize that if i want to keep this perfect man in my life i have to completely trust him. not partcially because that will leave me alone and full of regret. De' Traveon i hope you do get a chance to read this post. I want you to know that your doing a good job in trying to make me happy, I realize that i must fully fullfill my job as your girlfriend in trying to make you happy the way you make me happy. YOU are a good man, a perfect man. Your what most women hope so hard to have. and here I am with my eyes closed not realizing how llucky and blessed I am to have you in my life. I vow to try my damn hardest to fullfill those duties. I need to fully realize that your not the nigga that most are. You're that strong hardworking willing man thats making his effort to make me happy. i understand you've been away and im hear alone, but we vowed that neither of us will give our love for each other away. I want to make it, I want us to make it. I do love you so much. Although sometimes me loving you so much sometimes hurt, your the only one thats ever made me feel this way. Loving you also feels so good. The way i smile my attitude carried throughout my days, my persona all reflexs on the way you make me feel and the love you have for me.


I wanted the whole world to know in the post that you shouldnt be afraid to love someone. You gotts beable to take that chance when you found that person you want to be with for a lifetime. You cant hold on to any hurt, and past emotions or thought youve had on relationships when you find that special person. Just love and trust and you go far.....

In Love

My love is like time every minute second and hour it runs endlessely
My days go on wit yu in everythought every breath I breathe ur in me
Love didn't exist not 2 my soul
but u opened the gates made the blood flow it filled me whole
The veins that run through my body urns for yu
Every touch and kiss ur heartbeat is my favorite tune

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Hidden Emotions

Sleepless nights without you here by my side
How I wish you could hold me tight in your arms when I close my eyes
Months go by and I yurn for your touch
One kiss on my cheek one hug to hear your heart beat
I lay here still wishing I knew how you next to me would feel
For I wish that moment was now and I didn't have to wait
Prayed for patiences but all I could do is anticipate
Wondering everyday when I could finally be in your presence
Look into your eyes when I tell you I love you
And watch everything around me stop and know you were sent from heaven
Am I selfish to want you so bad
To ask when it will be my turn
"I don't know" make me so sad
I try to hide my emotions inside
Because knowing that I want a life with you
Sometimes the back seat is where I ride
Just one week is what plea
All I want is for your just to hold me
No shopping spree expensive date or movie
Just want to hold your hand as we walk the beach
The Mrs. Title is what I want to hold
But to hold that I must be bold
Be with out you for months at a time
And for you to know bacc home is your wife
Being strong holding her own
Watching our relationship grow through trust and a phone
One day though ill open my door
You'll be standing there saying "babe its your time I'm all yours"